Beloved Friends,
I remember it was last week Of Nov 89. Me and Anando
went to see Osho for work.
Osho asked us, "When I
leave my body what should we write on my Samadhi?"
I was shocked to hear this and tears rolled down my
cheeks.
Looking at me Osho said, "I am not leaving it now. I am just talking about it".
Anando suggested a couple of sayings.
I suggested a
Kabir’s saying in Hindi to which Osho replied, "It
should be original and in English".
Then he asked, "Which bedroom will be better for
Samadhi, this one or Chuang Tzu?"
Anando said, "Chuang Tzu. Nirvano has always felt that
you are not making your bedroom but your Samadhi in
Chuang Tzu".
His next question was, "Do we have extra marble from
Chuang Tzu floor?"
"Yes, we have", was our answer.
After that we started talking about other subjects.
The next morning I came to know from Anando that Osho
has already selected the marble piece, dictated the
wording to be inscribed on it in gold letters.
After few weeks, on Jan 19, 1990 Osho left his body.
Amrito, his personal physician announced in Buddha Hall that when asked Osho what we should do to his
Samadhi?, Osho replied, "Just put my ashes in
ChuangTzu under the bed. People can come and meditate
there".
Respecting his wish the selected piece was inscribed
and His Flowers (bones & ashes) were put under the
bed. A beautiful Samadhi is made for a beautiful
master Osho, the Beloved One. It became the heart and
soul of His commune. An energy field which has
attracted seekers like a magnet. For all these years,
people have been coming there to meditate. The place
is so much charged with his energy that just to sit
there in silence is in it self a meditation.
Osho has talked many a times about energy field. In
the book Beyond Psychology, He says
"Slowly, slowly in all the countries where
spirituality has flowered, people became aware that
something happens... So people have preserved things
that were used by these people, or just have made
memorials of their bodies. In
India bodies are burned,
but you will be surprised to know that the remains
left after burning a body are called "flowers".
Ordinary people’s ashes are thrown into holy rivers,
but enlightened people’s "flowers" are preserved in
samadhis – in beautiful marble memorials. Just to go
and sit there is in itself a meditation. But the
trouble is that the world is ruled by those who know
nothing of this."
It is painful to see how Osho Energyfield, His Samadhi
is being destroyed, a step by step, systematically by Jayesh & Amrito.
In the year 1999 they decided to have
cathartic group therapies in the serene atmosphere of
Samadhi. Many protested but they did not listen.
For the last so many years Osho sannyasins have been
cleaning the Samadhi with love and care. This year
they decided to have hired labourers to clean it.
Again the protest was not listened to.
They removed
the marble plaque with golden inscription on it. His
photo is removed & now they decided not to call it
Samadhi any more. Again the worldwide protests are not
listened to.
Osho-lovers worldwide are hurt. They are angry. They
are in pain. They want His Samadhi to be preserved with love and reverence, His residence where he has
lived for many years. For them it is his Samadhi.
They know that if it is no more called Samadhi, then LaoTzu
house, his residence, where Samadhi is, becomes merely
a building. It can be sold or purchased. It can be
demolished to erect a new building. We will not let
this happen. Osho′s Samadhi does not belong to
anybody, it′s not anybody′s private property - it
belongs to all the seekers in the world.
A Samadhi is a Samadhi is a Samadhi.
Neelam′s open letter to Jayesh, Amrito and Anando (a .pdf file)
So
there are two types of religion. One which creates
emptiness in you and around you so that a flowering
becomes possible; you have created the situation, now
the flower bubbles up automatically. Finding no
resistance, the seed suddenly blooms into a flower.
There is a jump in your being, an explosion. Buddhism
and Zen follow this path - they create emptiness in and
around you.
There is another path also, a second type of
religion, which creates love in you, which creates
devotion in you. Meera and Chaitanya love, and they love
the total so deeply that they find their beloved
everywhere; on every leaf, on every stone, is the
signature of the beloved. He is everywhere. They dance
because there is nothing else to do but celebrate. And
everything is ready - only the celebration has to start
on your part. Nothing else is lacking. A Bhakta, a
lover, simply celebrates, enjoys. And in that enjoyment
of love and celebration, the ego disappears and
emptiness follows.
Either you create emptiness, like a Buddha, Tilopa,
Sekkyo, and others; or you create love, like Meera,
Chaitanya, Jesus. Create one and the other follows,
because they cannot live separately, they don′t have any
separate existence. Love is one face of emptiness;
emptiness is nothing but love in another aspect, they
come together.